I haven’t done very well in keeping up with this blog. In all honesty sometimes life just gets in the way. Sometimes i am just plain worn out from working and parenting and know that i will be unable to form a coherent sentence. I often can be heard saying, “Oh I wish I worked from home.” But in all honesty, I do work from home, i just don’t happen to get paid for it and i don’t get a day off from it.
I love my kids and i love their overall enthusiasm for life. I wish i still had that every day as they do. I don’t though. The bills and rising cost of living are wearing me down. I want to be all i can be for my kids, but the fact is that trying to provide for them is sucking the life out of M and I.